Saturday Morning Sunshine Rain
>> Saturday, October 1, 2011
Ok I'm weak at creating title; just like what my supervisor asked me to do last week. Titles! I managed to give few though in the very nick of time. Sigh~ So many things to do, I just wish to be alone so that I can focus on myself now (sipping milk~). I woke up early today and it must be a miracle for me to wake this early on Saturday and not on weekdays. Haha! I don't know, I think my brain cells are sending molecules of neurotransmitter to the receptors telling me that 'you have two days of free time not committed to work so use it up to the max'. How's your Saturday like? I do enjoy going out with friends but I think that will always be the no. 2 option in my list. I prefer to be at home. Sounds like a no-life nerdie kan? Naah, no effect on me and sometimes I do wonder, what if I am a nerdy... What will my life be like? Good, better, peaceful? or the other way round? Life is unpredictable can't dream much about it.
Last night, I received a message. When I read it, first thing came to my mind was...what on earth is this girl talking? and why on earth that I still am a friend to her? She can say whatever she thought that is right but is definitely wrong (by the amount of references in the www) yet she still thinks she's right. I know there are alot people like this out there. I do not know whether it is good to have that attitude or not because I just don't have it. I always analyze things on both side and do research on both side before making an assumption and also before telling people that the way they do might be incorrect. Some people can blindly make facts and accusations when they never did any readings about that. Give opinion and say I think it maybe good if ..... instead of this is wrong, this is not suitable, this thing is not for this type of occasion la. HellO??? How much do you know than me and please don't ask for my help if you are that calculative ok. I'm disappointed at myself for letting myself go soft-hearted and help to do the task and at the end my effort is thrown into 'garbage'. That is why I always learn to stand up for myself eventho' slow; it's a process. I always tell those around me to always stand for yourself that is why I can be very mad when the person has the same attitude with me; soft-hearted.
Enough of the ramblings and remember don't let people step on you. For those who are like me, eventhough it might take some time for us to be strong and firm but if we continuously learn and make effort to push ourselves - we can make it!
I wish to be alone with plenty of time~~ Aargh!
Currently into Selena Gomez's "..and I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat.." from 'love you like a love song' song. This year is definitely her year...with her hit song 'who says'. I like her facial features and I bet we'll be seeing more of her in the future in spite of her and bieber the belieber. LoL.
Glass of milk is empty now and I shall put a dot on my crapping session. Gotta get ready for a quick outing and lunch.
Happy Weekend Peeps!
I've always been interested in people, but I've never liked them.
~Henry James
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